Sunday, December 18, 2011

A Long Time

I would like to apologise that I have not been on here for a long time. And I mean a loonnnggg time! Anyway, I plan to catch you guys up later because right now is the holidays and time to spend with family. Many people think or at least act like the holidays are about gifts, money, and recieving when it is actually about how the holidays have come to be like Christmas and Hanuka, celebrate an event. Anyway I need to spend time with my family because I have not seen them in suck a long time, what with them living far away and all.... we are all cooking (sort of) lunch- yumm.... though I do not know exactly what we are making....?

Monday, November 21, 2011

11/21/11 In School

Right now I am in school- dont worry I am allowed. I got done really early so yeah...
Anyway as I was saying earlier, I had a party... Sorta. It was with Sandy and it was so much fun. We danced- ate pizza- and things that of course I am not at liberty to say.... thats just how girls nights work. I dont want no people who dont need to know.... well know.
Anyway I had a blast and I think Sandy did too. I tried to convince my dad to let my bestie Kerri spend the night to but he wouldnt budge at all!!! I even had his Girlfriend helping me and he wouldnt budge not even an inch!

Yesterday I was helping a group of friends move. It was boring but they needed the help because they could only have the UHaul until 6 and they wanted to get the furniture moved as soon as possible. But they got most of their things at their new home.
I would probably had funn yesterday if I wasnt so tired. I was falling asleep everytime I sat down for just a second. It was because I stayed up so late and woke up early because I did not turn off my alram clock. Anyway I am still falling asleep- you can even ask my friend at the computer next to me.

I cant wait, til wednesday.. why you may ask? there is no school and I can sleep in!!! Yay! I am propably gonna go to bed early if I can. I hope my math teacher doesnt give me homework, I would sure appreciate that. I hate math, its confusing. So is science but I like science better- you get to experiment sometimes and use chemicals!
I like english just not when I am tired- no duh! I dont like school period when I am tired. I dont like my school even when I am not tired! Its boring and I am not even learning anything-
Math- Slopes lines perimeter and area- 7 and 8 grade-
english- CEA context clues- 6 and 8 grade
Science- waves- 8 grade
international studies and theatre- I am learning actually but they are both really easy to do.So I am not learning much, of anything.
~end of class~Jasmine

Sunday, November 20, 2011

11/20/11

I am really tired today. I stayed up late babysitting my neighbors kid. I love the kid, she is very nice and is not hard to watch. The only thing I did not like was that right before her mom got home, she woke up with a nose bleeding. She was sleeping in her bed and I was on the floor watching t.v when she suddenly got up and ran to the bathroom with blood all over her hands and face. Good news was that as I was pulling the phone out to call someone, (because she wouldnt tell me anything, like not even gestures) her mom showed up. I was thanking god for that because I had no idea what to do. I babysitted for eight hours total, and her mom was one hour late- like I really cared. But I got payed $18 ($2 and hour), next time I will charge $5 an hour because that was a bit much and I could use the money.
I also had a slumber party with my friend Sandy because I thought she needed a girls night. It was fun and we both learned alot about each other.
Well I have to go because the library is closin. I will finish tomarrow I hope. Or at least sometime soon
Have a happy Thanksgiving!!!~ Jasmine

Thursday, November 17, 2011

11/17/11

Today was kewl. I invited one of my besties to spend the night tomarrow cus I think she needs a break from boys and could use some girl time. Shes awesome cus shes random which makes her very fun to hang out with and shes always happy. Shes very sensitive but knows how to be reasonable and overreact and all.
I am really happy right now! A few minuets ago my neighbor called me and asked me to babysit for her. I dont know how much I will get paid but I am happy I got a job. Christmas is coming up and i want to make sure everyone is happy with their presents!! I have a list started already and a few already bought! I cant wait to see their faces!!!!
OH and I have an awesome hair cut, It is not really that different, but its more even and relaxed. Relaxed as in not all curly and puffed out like a chipmunk that just got out of a washing machine. ugh!
Anyway I really hope Sandys mom says yes to spending the night, I cant wait to babysit those kids cus the kids are nice, at least the daughter is... I havent met the son... yet. Wish me luck!!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

11/15/11 Foolishness, but fun Foolishness

Today was not but, but a little random.
 I had two guys randomly start rapping at me about... I dont know it sounded sort of like gibberish to me. And I dont even know them! I tried barbecue sauce on my bread during lunch- and shockingly it wasnt that bad! Also, I made a fool of myself for a friend for no reason.
She told me that she was dared to walk up to a random dude and tell him he was her boyfriend, and their has to be a witness to see it. She said she wanted to do it and picked out some cute blonde with glasses, I think his name was.... blake? Jake? Something like that but he is not awesome so I dont know why she would bother. But She said she would not do it if a big group of people was around him, that he had to be alone other than of course her friend (me or Rose). So I went over to the dude and was talking to him and explained everything. Her face turned red watching me talk to him because she knows I am very honest, and like to get to the point quickly. Well he wouldnt move to the empty table litterally right next to him. But after like five, maybe ten minuets of antagonizing the uncooperative dude (which was kind of fun because his friends are helpful and agreeable with) Rose comes over and tells me she doesnt want to do it anymore! So I just a made a fool out of myself so a friend could do something she wasnt even going to do.
I am mad at her because the dude was cute, but I dont like him because hes a stick in the mud and boring. She should pick someone fun and easy to talk to cus she likes to talk.
Can anyone reading this tell me what the heck 'spunken' means? I know it means something about a way a dude looks but I am still confused.....

Monday, November 14, 2011

11/14/11 Guilt

Yeah, I feel bad.I am all yucky inside because I know I made my friend mad. I like him, but only as a friend and I lied. I told him that I was not ready and didnt want a boyfriend right now and that I was dealing with some things but thats only partly true. I do want a boyfriend but only if I strongly care for him and he care for me and I dont feel that way for him. A boyfriend would be nice because of the warm hugs and other stuff but I also want to talk to and feel comfortable with. My friend makes me on edge and feel tight because he is. I like to be free and loose though people say I am tight which is true on the outside during school. other than that theres no way!! Anyway I feel bad because hes mad and the fact he told alot of people that we were dating (which annoyed me because MANY random people walked up to me and tell me bout it).
Right now I am suppose to be doing a project on 'Honor Killings' but I looked it up and couldnt find anything useful. I will have to talk to my friend Jade bout it (who is by the way my partner for the project and is an awesome person!) tomarrow cus she is not here. I dont think there really is a charity to Honor Killings just laws, petitions, and publicity against or for it depending on the place. Anyway for yall reading this and have no idea what 'honor killings' are they are when a family or group of people kill someone because that person has dishonored them and feel to bring justice to themselves they must kill them. You can, I doubt you will but you can see videos on Youtube about families killing their daughters for Honor. This was this one India daughter who was killed by her mother who tried to make it look like a suicide because the daughter wanted to marry another man, who her parents (that already made an arranged marriaged to some other dude) did not approve of. And another, I think a french daughter that was killed by her father because she got a divorce from her arranged marriage and after a few months started dating a man her family did not approve of. They attempted to kill her and she escaped but shortly after she went missing. A few months later (I think) someone found her stuffed inside a suitcas with a string around her neck.

Boring educational stuff right? But I am glad I know. Anyway I need to get back to work!
~Jasmine

Saturday, November 12, 2011

11/11 and 12/11 (date and partaayy!)

On friday I totally blew my dance audition- my school is having a musical called Guys and Dolls and I really want a part but I fumbled my words in singing and only did like two moves in the dance the rest I was doing the twist or something terrible but very similar to it... anyway I blew it and now I could only hope the judges saw that I was having an 'off' day. But I had fun at the ROTC ball my bestie Kerri took me too!! it was fun until I got embarrassed. My friend (not going to say name) had asked me to be his date at the beginning of the dance and I said sure. Then all of a sudden he was talking all funny, polite, gentle, nice, but overly formal. Its cool to be nice and a gentleman but he over did it. I like to get my own drinks and to dance with my friends. by the way he cant dance. he danced well to one song-Michael Jackson but he was doing moves that got alot of people to stare and my face was red. I am glad he had fun and I like that he was himself but he is not my type and embarrassed me. so i am not going to have a boyfriend anytime soon, no offense to my friend or anything.
oh and partayy? I am slumbering at kerri's like normal! yay! I still feel like I am lucky to have her cus of everything. I would be lost or something, who knows but I feel safe and like I am not alone when I am around her. I do feel like that around some people but they wont even talk to many anymore like they use to last year, and that kind of hurts. like we were suppose to be friends and they wont even talk to me like they are my friends.... I guess I shouldnt feel that way around them huh? oh well, i cant help it....