11/11 and 12/11 (date and partaayy!)

On friday I totally blew my dance audition- my school is having a musical called Guys and Dolls and I really want a part but I fumbled my words in singing and only did like two moves in the dance the rest I was doing the twist or something terrible but very similar to it... anyway I blew it and now I could only hope the judges saw that I was having an 'off' day. But I had fun at the ROTC ball my bestie Kerri took me too!! it was fun until I got embarrassed. My friend (not going to say name) had asked me to be his date at the beginning of the dance and I said sure. Then all of a sudden he was talking all funny, polite, gentle, nice, but overly formal. Its cool to be nice and a gentleman but he over did it. I like to get my own drinks and to dance with my friends. by the way he cant dance. he danced well to one song-Michael Jackson but he was doing moves that got alot of people to stare and my face was red. I am glad he had fun and I like that he was himself but he is not my type and embarrassed me. so i am not going to have a boyfriend anytime soon, no offense to my friend or anything.
oh and partayy? I am slumbering at kerri's like normal! yay! I still feel like I am lucky to have her cus of everything. I would be lost or something, who knows but I feel safe and like I am not alone when I am around her. I do feel like that around some people but they wont even talk to many anymore like they use to last year, and that kind of hurts. like we were suppose to be friends and they wont even talk to me like they are my friends.... I guess I shouldnt feel that way around them huh? oh well, i cant help it....