Yeah, I feel bad.I am all yucky inside because I know I made my friend mad. I like him, but only as a friend and I lied. I told him that I was not ready and didnt want a boyfriend right now and that I was dealing with some things but thats only partly true. I do want a boyfriend but only if I strongly care for him and he care for me and I dont feel that way for him. A boyfriend would be nice because of the warm hugs and other stuff but I also want to talk to and feel comfortable with. My friend makes me on edge and feel tight because he is. I like to be free and loose though people say I am tight which is true on the outside during school. other than that theres no way!! Anyway I feel bad because hes mad and the fact he told alot of people that we were dating (which annoyed me because MANY random people walked up to me and tell me bout it).
Right now I am suppose to be doing a project on 'Honor Killings' but I looked it up and couldnt find anything useful. I will have to talk to my friend Jade bout it (who is by the way my partner for the project and is an awesome person!) tomarrow cus she is not here. I dont think there really is a charity to Honor Killings just laws, petitions, and publicity against or for it depending on the place. Anyway for yall reading this and have no idea what 'honor killings' are they are when a family or group of people kill someone because that person has dishonored them and feel to bring justice to themselves they must kill them. You can, I doubt you will but you can see videos on Youtube about families killing their daughters for Honor. This was this one India daughter who was killed by her mother who tried to make it look like a suicide because the daughter wanted to marry another man, who her parents (that already made an arranged marriaged to some other dude) did not approve of. And another, I think a french daughter that was killed by her father because she got a divorce from her arranged marriage and after a few months started dating a man her family did not approve of. They attempted to kill her and she escaped but shortly after she went missing. A few months later (I think) someone found her stuffed inside a suitcas with a string around her neck.
Boring educational stuff right? But I am glad I know. Anyway I need to get back to work!
~Jasmine
Right now I am suppose to be doing a project on 'Honor Killings' but I looked it up and couldnt find anything useful. I will have to talk to my friend Jade bout it (who is by the way my partner for the project and is an awesome person!) tomarrow cus she is not here. I dont think there really is a charity to Honor Killings just laws, petitions, and publicity against or for it depending on the place. Anyway for yall reading this and have no idea what 'honor killings' are they are when a family or group of people kill someone because that person has dishonored them and feel to bring justice to themselves they must kill them. You can, I doubt you will but you can see videos on Youtube about families killing their daughters for Honor. This was this one India daughter who was killed by her mother who tried to make it look like a suicide because the daughter wanted to marry another man, who her parents (that already made an arranged marriaged to some other dude) did not approve of. And another, I think a french daughter that was killed by her father because she got a divorce from her arranged marriage and after a few months started dating a man her family did not approve of. They attempted to kill her and she escaped but shortly after she went missing. A few months later (I think) someone found her stuffed inside a suitcas with a string around her neck.
Boring educational stuff right? But I am glad I know. Anyway I need to get back to work!
~Jasmine
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