A Long Time

I would like to apologise that I have not been on here for a long time. And I mean a loonnnggg time! Anyway, I plan to catch you guys up later because right now is the holidays and time to spend with family. Many people think or at least act like the holidays are about gifts, money, and recieving when it is actually about how the holidays have come to be like Christmas and Hanuka, celebrate an event. Anyway I need to spend time with my family because I have not seen them in suck a long time, what with them living far away and all.... we are all cooking (sort of) lunch- yumm.... though I do not know exactly what we are making....?

11/21/11 In School

Right now I am in school- dont worry I am allowed. I got done really early so yeah...
Anyway as I was saying earlier, I had a party... Sorta. It was with Sandy and it was so much fun. We danced- ate pizza- and things that of course I am not at liberty to say.... thats just how girls nights work. I dont want no people who dont need to know.... well know.
Anyway I had a blast and I think Sandy did too. I tried to convince my dad to let my bestie Kerri spend the night to but he wouldnt budge at all!!! I even had his Girlfriend helping me and he wouldnt budge not even an inch!

Yesterday I was helping a group of friends move. It was boring but they needed the help because they could only have the UHaul until 6 and they wanted to get the furniture moved as soon as possible. But they got most of their things at their new home.
I would probably had funn yesterday if I wasnt so tired. I was falling asleep everytime I sat down for just a second. It was because I stayed up so late and woke up early because I did not turn off my alram clock. Anyway I am still falling asleep- you can even ask my friend at the computer next to me.

I cant wait, til wednesday.. why you may ask? there is no school and I can sleep in!!! Yay! I am propably gonna go to bed early if I can. I hope my math teacher doesnt give me homework, I would sure appreciate that. I hate math, its confusing. So is science but I like science better- you get to experiment sometimes and use chemicals!
I like english just not when I am tired- no duh! I dont like school period when I am tired. I dont like my school even when I am not tired! Its boring and I am not even learning anything-
Math- Slopes lines perimeter and area- 7 and 8 grade-
english- CEA context clues- 6 and 8 grade
Science- waves- 8 grade
international studies and theatre- I am learning actually but they are both really easy to do.So I am not learning much, of anything.
~end of class~Jasmine

11/20/11

I am really tired today. I stayed up late babysitting my neighbors kid. I love the kid, she is very nice and is not hard to watch. The only thing I did not like was that right before her mom got home, she woke up with a nose bleeding. She was sleeping in her bed and I was on the floor watching t.v when she suddenly got up and ran to the bathroom with blood all over her hands and face. Good news was that as I was pulling the phone out to call someone, (because she wouldnt tell me anything, like not even gestures) her mom showed up. I was thanking god for that because I had no idea what to do. I babysitted for eight hours total, and her mom was one hour late- like I really cared. But I got payed $18 ($2 and hour), next time I will charge $5 an hour because that was a bit much and I could use the money.
I also had a slumber party with my friend Sandy because I thought she needed a girls night. It was fun and we both learned alot about each other.
Well I have to go because the library is closin. I will finish tomarrow I hope. Or at least sometime soon
Have a happy Thanksgiving!!!~ Jasmine

11/17/11

Today was kewl. I invited one of my besties to spend the night tomarrow cus I think she needs a break from boys and could use some girl time. Shes awesome cus shes random which makes her very fun to hang out with and shes always happy. Shes very sensitive but knows how to be reasonable and overreact and all.
I am really happy right now! A few minuets ago my neighbor called me and asked me to babysit for her. I dont know how much I will get paid but I am happy I got a job. Christmas is coming up and i want to make sure everyone is happy with their presents!! I have a list started already and a few already bought! I cant wait to see their faces!!!!
OH and I have an awesome hair cut, It is not really that different, but its more even and relaxed. Relaxed as in not all curly and puffed out like a chipmunk that just got out of a washing machine. ugh!
Anyway I really hope Sandys mom says yes to spending the night, I cant wait to babysit those kids cus the kids are nice, at least the daughter is... I havent met the son... yet. Wish me luck!!

11/15/11 Foolishness, but fun Foolishness

Today was not but, but a little random.
 I had two guys randomly start rapping at me about... I dont know it sounded sort of like gibberish to me. And I dont even know them! I tried barbecue sauce on my bread during lunch- and shockingly it wasnt that bad! Also, I made a fool of myself for a friend for no reason.
She told me that she was dared to walk up to a random dude and tell him he was her boyfriend, and their has to be a witness to see it. She said she wanted to do it and picked out some cute blonde with glasses, I think his name was.... blake? Jake? Something like that but he is not awesome so I dont know why she would bother. But She said she would not do it if a big group of people was around him, that he had to be alone other than of course her friend (me or Rose). So I went over to the dude and was talking to him and explained everything. Her face turned red watching me talk to him because she knows I am very honest, and like to get to the point quickly. Well he wouldnt move to the empty table litterally right next to him. But after like five, maybe ten minuets of antagonizing the uncooperative dude (which was kind of fun because his friends are helpful and agreeable with) Rose comes over and tells me she doesnt want to do it anymore! So I just a made a fool out of myself so a friend could do something she wasnt even going to do.
I am mad at her because the dude was cute, but I dont like him because hes a stick in the mud and boring. She should pick someone fun and easy to talk to cus she likes to talk.
Can anyone reading this tell me what the heck 'spunken' means? I know it means something about a way a dude looks but I am still confused.....

11/14/11 Guilt

Yeah, I feel bad.I am all yucky inside because I know I made my friend mad. I like him, but only as a friend and I lied. I told him that I was not ready and didnt want a boyfriend right now and that I was dealing with some things but thats only partly true. I do want a boyfriend but only if I strongly care for him and he care for me and I dont feel that way for him. A boyfriend would be nice because of the warm hugs and other stuff but I also want to talk to and feel comfortable with. My friend makes me on edge and feel tight because he is. I like to be free and loose though people say I am tight which is true on the outside during school. other than that theres no way!! Anyway I feel bad because hes mad and the fact he told alot of people that we were dating (which annoyed me because MANY random people walked up to me and tell me bout it).
Right now I am suppose to be doing a project on 'Honor Killings' but I looked it up and couldnt find anything useful. I will have to talk to my friend Jade bout it (who is by the way my partner for the project and is an awesome person!) tomarrow cus she is not here. I dont think there really is a charity to Honor Killings just laws, petitions, and publicity against or for it depending on the place. Anyway for yall reading this and have no idea what 'honor killings' are they are when a family or group of people kill someone because that person has dishonored them and feel to bring justice to themselves they must kill them. You can, I doubt you will but you can see videos on Youtube about families killing their daughters for Honor. This was this one India daughter who was killed by her mother who tried to make it look like a suicide because the daughter wanted to marry another man, who her parents (that already made an arranged marriaged to some other dude) did not approve of. And another, I think a french daughter that was killed by her father because she got a divorce from her arranged marriage and after a few months started dating a man her family did not approve of. They attempted to kill her and she escaped but shortly after she went missing. A few months later (I think) someone found her stuffed inside a suitcas with a string around her neck.

Boring educational stuff right? But I am glad I know. Anyway I need to get back to work!
~Jasmine

11/11 and 12/11 (date and partaayy!)

On friday I totally blew my dance audition- my school is having a musical called Guys and Dolls and I really want a part but I fumbled my words in singing and only did like two moves in the dance the rest I was doing the twist or something terrible but very similar to it... anyway I blew it and now I could only hope the judges saw that I was having an 'off' day. But I had fun at the ROTC ball my bestie Kerri took me too!! it was fun until I got embarrassed. My friend (not going to say name) had asked me to be his date at the beginning of the dance and I said sure. Then all of a sudden he was talking all funny, polite, gentle, nice, but overly formal. Its cool to be nice and a gentleman but he over did it. I like to get my own drinks and to dance with my friends. by the way he cant dance. he danced well to one song-Michael Jackson but he was doing moves that got alot of people to stare and my face was red. I am glad he had fun and I like that he was himself but he is not my type and embarrassed me. so i am not going to have a boyfriend anytime soon, no offense to my friend or anything.
oh and partayy? I am slumbering at kerri's like normal! yay! I still feel like I am lucky to have her cus of everything. I would be lost or something, who knows but I feel safe and like I am not alone when I am around her. I do feel like that around some people but they wont even talk to many anymore like they use to last year, and that kind of hurts. like we were suppose to be friends and they wont even talk to me like they are my friends.... I guess I shouldnt feel that way around them huh? oh well, i cant help it....

11/7/11

right now my life is in the dumbs. sucking worse than lemon suckers curing the hottest day of the summer, and their dying of thirst.... you get right? if you dont just leave, you and i both no that made no sense whatsoever. anyway why does my life suck worse than lemon suckers? oh, because my grandmother is in a the hospitol (i hate and dont trust hospitols ever since my Gran died), my mom is freaking out, and stressing so badly shes making herself sick, we cant talk to my grandma and i havent recieved any updates other than the fact she is in the hospitol, I hate my school very much, I think my dads gf is pregnant, i am nearly failing english (hope not!) and lets not forget the witches in school with tons of jerks that need to bite a pineapple! or swallow an ice cream cone hole.eithir way it will hurt i think.

good news is, my friend kerri is with me, which makes me feel better, i feel like she knows what i am going through and wont leave my side. I am glad someone is with me. She and I are sister but from other misters. we think the same most of the time and love to chill. I dont know what I would do with out her. anyway I am spending the night at her place to night.

I dont know what religion anyone that honestly is reading this is but please keep me and my family in your prayers.
-Jasmine

11/5/11

intresting and rollercoster day, especially for a saturday! of all days!! anyway at first i was just bored texted whoeve, reading, and listening to the radio repeat songs over and over again...etc. then ate, and my normal boring routene of when I have nothing better to do. then we decide to go out and we run into our friend, Kaye and she offers us a slice of her daughters birthday cake because they are having a slumber party to celebrate. when we go over there the little girls are jammin playin some little game laughin and doodlin and what not. It was so cute and i couldnt help but smile and enjoy it myself. then i went over to my house grabbed my bratz bed and board game, and a barbie buggy stuff it in a bag and gave it to her. all the girls were so happy about the car because apparantly barbie had no transportation to the mall except her own two feet...poor poor barbie doll? anyway i had fun and eventually decided to help Kaye because they were litterally and this is honestly an understatement- jumping up and down the whole time. so i am spending the night here and the girls are sleepin soundly- sorta.. i think.? i tried text me friends but everyone sleepin, as i would expect at 1'o'clock in the morning. well i am going to try to go to sleep so peace luv and happiness to all yall reading this sentence!! :p

WTH

That girl is like crazy it is only a lunch table... I know I am overreacting because I am actually writing this in  my blog of all places! But still.. When I got up today just to throw my lunch away she told her friend to sit in my seat- like really? She is being really petty over the table but I will still remain as a Rosa Parks and she will be the bus driver telling me to move.
Anyway, I want to transfer schools because everyone is rude, petty, loud, and wont shutup. Also I dont want to deal with the BS there. J-Town I heard had better lunches, adults that actually GET the students to follow rules(mostly). I also want to go to Manual because it is a place that is known for their good grades, behavior (I guess) and their theatre magnet YPAS which I really want to go to but a transfer wont allow me in their so I am stuck with eithir Manual or J-Town.... anyway I have to see if my parents will even let me apply for a transfer first. Also they could still deny the transfer if my parents even let me apply. Anyway I hope they let me, they might now because my brother goes to my current school and I live right next to it.. so I am sure that will be used in their decision. ugh! School Sucks!

11/3/11

Years ago-I dont know how many right this second, but years ago there was a black woman that refused to get up and move from her seat on the bus for a white person to sit there. She is awesome! And I for one has demonstrated what she did today... sorta I didnt get arrested or anything but still. Ever since like the second or third week of school I have sat at the same table for lunch with my group of friends. Well like last week a chick and her friends have asked us to move down a table so they could sit there and I have before today. I told her that I wasnt going to move and that they could just sit at the table next to us because NOBODY was sitting there. Why she wanted to sit there? I dont know. Why I wouldnt move? because I was there first, didnt feel like it, and there were other tables and seats to sit at. For about a few minuets she was telling me, not asking, telling me that I needed to move. and I had to keep repeating that I wasnt going to move. didnt I come off rude and in a tone with attitude? yes I did, but there was no reason they couldnt sit at the other table. She is trying to cause trouble that I dont need to deal with or have the time to think of but that was just stupid of her to do. like its just a table. anyway i overheard her saying that I was getting "smart" with her and that I didnt know her like she knew me and didnt have a rude tone with me... like come on now. If you want to sit there you could eithir A)sit there before we do B) put a reserved sign there that people will ignore and wont allow anyway C) get over it and sit somewhere else. Its not that difficult- Really.

11/2/11

I am sorry that I havent blogged yet- I havent had time because of chess, quick recall- and last but not least! actually mostly.....homework. ah yes- the worst thing more time consuming is... well nothing. Homework piles up especially because finals is two days from now.. ugh! I hate test! I think I developed testaphobia. is that a real word? you may ask? well I honestly dont know. oh and I am having a blast with my best friend forever! Kerri is awesome! she jokes about my height, habits, and whatever the heck she finds funny. Fun to hang out with but doesnt like rules and litterally breaks rules just because she doesnt like them.2 anyway that was her typing the two-2 and again 22 ok 2she is2 2t222me2ss2i2ng 2u2p m2y2 22t2y2p2in2g222222 2gr2rr2rr22rr2r2r222222s2t2o22p2 2th2a2t22222222 s2t2o2p2 t2ha2t22222 sto p 33tha3t3333!!!3333333gr2rr2r2r2r222 grrr she say5s 4 hi everyone666. she also like to annoy me and appar2ently type2  number2s while I 2am trying1 to blog2. I a2m going 2to bit2e her 2if 2she 2kee2ps it 2up2. g2rrrr2r2....2...222o2k tha2t s2it2!2222222
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I am writing because my bro told me tlo blog that I am mad, which I am mad because I am mad because he wont leave me alone or give me space like I am serious. Everyone comment please. what would you do if someone was litterally in your face? Like I am serious I need a bubble I dont like people in my bubble. It is my bubble no body elses bubble and my brother just can not understand thatd. I need personal space!!!

The Death of a Salesman

I had to do a report on the "Death of a Salesman" for my drama class. The death of a Salesman is a  play written about a 60 yr old salesman (Willy Loman) that struggles with paying off his debts and his hallucinations. Biff, the son of Willy, comes home from war and holds a grudge on his father because he caught him cheating on his mother, Linda Loman. Biff and Willy often fight about their situations and they both try to fix it but struggle to do so.
I enjoyed this play because the ending is not what made it a tragedy, it was the events that happened that made the ending so such a emotional tragedy. I reccommend this for adults mostly because children and I must guess most teenagers wont have the understanding and purpose of the story.

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10.23.2011-- Tap'n'Run

Tap'n'Run was a fun little party I came across today. It is more for adults that can drink alcohol and party. We went to Bardstown road and there was a race. I didn't relise that until I saw orange cones and sighns that said the Tap'n'Run race. At first I just thought people were being weird because there was a naked cowboy running down the street (I am so glad he was at least wearing underwear) with a guitar (bet that was getting heavy) and Shaggy and Freddie in the cardboard Mystery Machine. That was completely and totally random. Random is good. It keeps thing's very interesting!!!! I live in a very strange city to where kids are normal, teenagers are weird, and adults are random fun and well, just plain weird. but hey- thats out city's motto "keep things weird". I am serious. That is the moto. You will see it on every corner up and down the streets, on signs, and shirts.

OK- Ya'll probably wonderin why there is no earlier posts than this... well this is my first post. I have a boring life- well. IIII am boring not my life. Just me. I was thinking and hoping that if I started a blog my life would be something I can tell people so my random strange and very confusing life will come together and finally make sense to me. I also want people to COMMENT and be silly bout it. I mean  it or the comment monster will break your window while you sleep and break your electronics that you use to communicate with like phones....paper and pencils.... COMPUTERS (of course my computers broken but I am borrowing a friends), and whatever you may have. muhahaha!!!!
Weird, huh. I know. I am a freak but hey it runs in my genes. And I am also crazy- very crazy. But most people have to agree that it just not worth being sane. As long as your not dangerous- u kewl.

I really hope I didnt confuse yall by switching between topics of the Tap'n'Run and my first post and who I am but I do that. I dont have ADHD or ADD- no. DO NOT even ask me that. cus I dont. My bro and my friends do but I do not.
I will talk about my friends and family alot- i know that because I care about them alot. I will also talk about books because I read alot- NERD I know. So Sue me. Wait! no dont sue me. that would be just plain stupid and weird. Thats not a good reason to be sued or to sue.

Anyway, I will talk about life and whatever it is I feel like writing about at that time and moment. I also hope I did not bore you-IF I BORE YOU JUST TELL ME IF I BORE YOU WITH A NEW POST AFTER YOU TELL ME I BORE YOU THEN TELL ME I BORE YOU AGAIN AND DO NOT COME BACK BECAUSE THAT WILL JUST START TO GET ANNOYING OR MEANINGLESS..